Saturday, June 13, 2009

My Story

Some of the people who know me well and have seen my blog might be a little curious as to how a guy who is as smart as me became so religious. Nobody has ever truly asked me my story si anyone that's curious here it is: For the majority of my life I never stepped foot inside a church. My parents never forced me or my sister to go to it. They never said anything about it and so I nor my sister ever mentioned it. I just never knew anything else. We went to church once or twice every few years but not often at all. Well, about three years ago, my aunt (who recently went home to the Lord), offered to take me to Church one day and I took it. I loved it and even went to the night service with her. Then for several months, I went with her to church and enjoyed it and started learning about Jesus and what all he has to offer. But, then my aunt stopped going, therefore I had to stop going. After that, I went back to life without church. But, over a year ago, a new church in my neighborhood (if you want to call it that) opened up and my parents knew the pastor. He is also my cousin and bus driver (i know it's weird). Well, they decided to go and took me and my sister with them. We went and loved it. That was March of 2008. But, at about September, I don't know what came over me. I actually started doubting the Bible and even started questioning the existence of God. Thoughts that I had for years started making sense in the argument of the non-existence of God. But one day, exactly I can't remember by the truly Amazing Grace of God, the Truth dawned on me. What I realized that day gave me undeniable, irrefutable proof that GOD DOES EXIST ALONG WITH HEAVEN. What I learned that day, I will not share because that was a day that changed my life forever and I want the same for everyone. So the rest of 2008, I was a better Christian, but I still had a few problems. I was dediccated but not as much as I should have been. Well, back in January, one of my best friends ever devoted his life to Jesus and he has helped me become a more excited, better, passionate, and patient Christian. He has truly helped my spiritual evolution over the past few months. Now, I totally live for Jesus even though I'm an academic. Now, I try to live as much as like Jesus as possible and to study his Word and help spread it. Hopefully one day, I can be the true warrior of God that I believe that I was born to be. I will try to help spread the word as much as possible and live by it the best I can. To trust everything to Him. Not to toot my own horn, but I have a feeling that I can change lives for the better and help people rech Jesus Christ. My preacher even said to me one day "Rocky, this is a flash of prophecy that I just recieved from the Lord. You're going to do great things with your life and you WILL change lives. You will make a difference in the world." I believe that now and I have the story to prove it. I'm one the smartest guys some people will ever meet and I probably have every reason NOT to believe but I do and enjoy it so much. Hopefully this clears some things up with people and show that I am the real deal and not a hypocrite. God Bless and Pax Vobiscum.

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