Life

Well, Life right now for me is very complicated. My eyes are giving me physical pains that cause me to have headaches and I strain so much to see I am releived to go to sleep at night. I am struggling for the first time in a class, AP US History to be in fact, and I am fighting to keep a B in there and that is stressing me mentally. I haven't had much time to devote myself to God. Stressing me spiritually. And I am infatuated with my best friend. She is an amazing person and yet, I did not fully realize my feelings for her until recently and I have been trying to get her dating another guy. And it looks like she just might. I am very stressed out and really would like some kind of order in my life again. I seem almost as if a different person now. A person I don't like.

Lent

Ok. It has been forever since I have posted anything new. I have been under a lot of stress lately and I need some kind of help. I beleive that I can get the best help from God by actively participating in Lent this year. I love the idea of us humans giving something dear to us for 40 days as a reminder of what Jesus experienced in the desert through the temptations of Satan. What I will give up, is very personal and I do not wish to disclose it, but after Lent I will become a much better person all around, less of a hypocrite, and hopefully closer to God.